I know that I have a few readers but I have no other people to talk here as so many of them are far away from here or work abroad. I laugh at me because paradoxically even tough I always want to be alone, I am not happy although I am on my own now and I am blue. I do not like myself when I am blue.
It is very easy for me to charge life with my own faults and I can blame it but I must face with my life and its results and I should not complain because I can hold up these as an example for the rest of my life lest I will perish myself.
There will not be any other excuses or begging for staying together or to be together forever since as it said ,typically, let him\her go and wait to see if s\he comes back. I am tired of being sorry.
There will be no tears anymore.
We could not manage to be the two parts of an apple.