My Motto

Be compassionate to the needy, Neither squander wealth nor hoard it. Never lose your sense of shame, if questions are asked of you, answer them frankly but do not ask too many yourself. Be manly and of good cheer. Never kill a foe who is begging for mercy and be ever loyal in love

Own your own way

Do Not Go Where The Path May Lead, Go Instead Where There Is No Path And LEAVE a TRAIL ....
By R. Waldo Emerson

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

What am i doing while trying to fix and arrange my life? Having spent so many years with would-be friends are in vain. What a pity for us. Poor MUAMMER

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This writing deserves this title because my life and friends shouldn`t be like that. I really want to call all my friends but just my real and sincere friends. I really wonder how many friends i have after the recent, latest event that happens. These people are thought to be friend but they are not they are almost foes. They cannot shut their mother fucker mouths up and make me crazy
I always want to be good and sincere to everybody. A man has to know himself and should predict his future. MAYBE You can criticise me  harshly because of these words and sentences but i believe in this; world would be a better place if the woman were not created. This is not totaly related to woman of course, men are stupid and idiot. they can do whatever woman wants without thinking its results. I really appreciate girls because they are aware of their irresistable power and they use it.They really know how to manage and how to direct men. HERE are the results of the men who are governed by women;  they both  sell their friends and behave as if nothing happened. they live carelessly. I dont wanna write anymore as this irritates me so much.
Today is also a very important day for me. I appiled for FLTA program to US embassy and asked for money for TOEFL exam and they gave  me a positive answer; yeah. The answer is YES YES YES but i have a really big problem. Do you wonder what it is? ......Then I registered for the exam at but here is the surprise" There is no vacant place IN ISTANBUL and i had to register for KOCAELI. Can you believe this? Here is the largest city of TURKEY and i cannot find one place for exam. Anyway it is not so important anymore because the important thing is the toefl exam and i have to be successful whereever i hold the exam.
From 8.00 pm to 9.30 pm I was at American Culture Association for my starter group`s first exam. it was easy . By the way i am still hungry because i only ate a cake and drunk a glass of tea at iftar hour.


  1. Muammer,I am very glad with the news that u received a positive answer.I hope u will be succesful( ı m sure).

    and don't think much about friends.ı have come to the conclusion that betray is their hobby.ıt is a training for them to keep themselves fresh.

  2. thxs a lot yagmur. why dont you try to have this toefl exam?

  3. Imm..ı am not sure ı am adequete enough.



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