I dont know how much true this is;confessing my big mistakes here but i have to do this for revealing myself or trying to have a little rest. I am a GODdamn stupid . I cannot be successful on being happy and give harms to people who really love and care me. But, i dont blame anybody for anything because i have to bear the results of my own faults. Maybe no no not maybe most probably i will be alone on my fucking way. There is no cure for feeblemindedness so i am subjected to death by myself. This is very hard for me i am not able to imagine a life without you my fullmoon face sweety, but I think it is happening i dont even have one word i can do nothing for stopping this.
Some says; wishing is from devil i am learning what the experiences are day by day and it hurts so much
i HAVE a request from the ones who know me pls keep this with you i dont want my flower to know this.