I mean what I say

If you can find something everyone agrees on, it's wrong !!!!!

!!!!!!!!! I AM BACK !!!!!!!!!!!

I have not been here for about four months i think. i know there is no way to explain why i have not written posted anything from then on but you know life is hard and we are getting used catch up with it. Well, i had my KPSS exam and my score which is 69.889 is awful for me cause it is nothing but nothing i cannot do anything with it. However, some ignoble jack ass people cheated in the exam and it was invalidated so i am having an new half KPSS exam in an unknown date. Anyway, I hope I can be around here and study this fucking exam. takes care I LOVE YOU

I hope you will enjoy the the translation

IS MY TEAM PLOUGHING?

'Is my team ploughing,

That I was used to drive

And hear the harness jingle

When I was man alive?'

Ay, the horses trample,

The harness jingles now;

No change though you lie under

The land you used to plough.

'Is football playing

Along the river shore,

With lads to chase the leather,

Now I stand up no more?'

Ay, the ball is flying,

The lads play heart and soul;

The goal stands up, the keeper

Stands up to keep the goal.

'Is my girl happy,

That I thought hard to leave,

And has she tired of weeping

As she lies down at eve?'

Ay, she lies down lightly,

She lies not down to weep:

Your girl is well contented.

Be still, my lad, and sleep.

'Is my friend hearty,

Now I am thin and pine,

And has he found to sleep in

A better bed than mine?'

Yes, lad, I lie easy,

I lie as lads would choose;

I cheer a dead man's sweetheart,

Never ask me whose.


YİNE ATLARIM KOŞUYOR MU?

Atlarım eskiden benim sürdüğüm gibi

Tarlaları sürüyorlar mı?

Ve ben hayattayken olduğu gibi

Yine seslerini duyuruyorlar mı?

Evet atların yine çalışıyor

Ve sesleri şimdi duyuluyor

Senin eskiden sürdüğün toprakların altında

Yatman dışında bir değişiklik yok buralarda

Yine futbol oynanayor mu?

Nehir kıyıları boyunca?

Yine meşin yuvarlağın peşinde mi gençler?

Ben artık onlarla oynayamayacağım.

Evet top yine havalarda uçuşuyor

Ve gençler kan ter içinde onun peşinde

Şutlar çekiliyor kaleye

Ve kaleci onları tutmak derdinde.

Kendisinden ayrılmakta zorluk çektiğim

Sevgilim mutlu mu?

Artık yatağına uzanıp

Ağlamaktan vazgeçti mi?

Evet artık yatağında tatlı tatlı uzanıyor

Ağlamak için yatmıyor

Artık sevgilin yeterince mutlu

Sen endişelenme dostum rahat uyu.

Peki ya dostum yine içten mi?

Ben şimdi zayıf ve güçsüzüm

Ve kendisine uyumak için

Benimkinden daha iyi bir yatak buldu mu?

Evet artık huzur içinde yatıyorum

Tıpkı benim için isteyeceği gibi

Ve ölü bir adamın sevgilisini avutuyorum

Ama sakın kimin olduğunu sorma.

HELLO my dear friends

ı don t now how and where to start but ı just wanna write something while waiting for my lecture. Here are some unnecessary information for you, since i have graduated i am getting fatter and fatter but just my belly grows ı cannot fıgure it out why although ı do often do exercises. I am now 82 kilos. I cannot study this fucking KPSS exam and ı already dont want. After ı have realısed that ı am not a maths illiterate, ı try to keep on studying. I have a TOEFL certificate , from now on i am a teacher capable of giving lacture on important exams such as TOEIC, TOEFL besides UDS, KPDS but here is the fucking Turkish fact the salary is still same anyway ı have to go my student is here byee see you  guys

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SNOW, SNOW, SNOW

It is so sweet, It has been snowing for 5 days over here. I am gonna post some pictures soon

THE OLD NATIVE AMERICAN

The old native american was sitting in the front of his old cabin with his grandchild and they were watching the dogs which were fighting each other. One of the dogs was white and the other was black. The twelve years old boy knew that these dogs were there since he was born.

Those were the two giant dogs that the grandfather always kept with himself  and the grandchild thought that just one dog was enough to protect the cabin and he was wondering why his grandfather was keeping these two dogs and also he wanted to know the reason why all these dogs had to be in any case black and white.
he curiously asked to his grandfather. The old chief man smiled and stroked his grandchild's back with a wisely smile. "They" he said: They are two images for me. "Whereof" the child asked. They are the symbols of spitefulness and benevolence. Goodness and deviltry always struggle one another  like those dogs you see. I always think on this again and again whenever I watch them, I keep with me  because of this reason. The child said that if there is a struggle, there must be a winner and asked another of his everlasting questions " Well, which one of them wins the battle ?" The sage chief sighed and and answered to his grandchild with a sincere glance; "Which one, huh , The one which I feed more.

THE MORE WE REFRESH OUR OPTIMISTIC AND SPIRITUAL SIDE THE LESS WE LEAN TO EVIL AND THE MALIGNITY CAPTURE US

The word of the day

Money can't buy happiness, but neither can poverty.

Life is so sophisticated

Today is the third Friday of January 2010. I am writing these meaningless things at home, but do not think I am desperate. I have so many hopes deep inside me. I am going to try to express the feelings that have been trying to come out for a long time, this time. I have been working at a private foundation for about six months. I have a nice and relaxed job in Istanbul, but the salary is not enough to build a comfortable life with the girl whom I adore and want to marry. It is also not enough to help my family. However, while I am complaining about this, so many people outside these walls, which shelter me, are struggling to make a living with very little money. This makes me crazy. I want to help people, but I cannot. Anyway, there is no use in writing these things here. I have decided to do something very important in my life. I will go wherever I am needed because every inch of this country belongs to us, and if we do not protect it, GOD DAMN, SHIT WILL HAPPEN. I want to volunteer to go to the southeastern border of Turkey while I am doing my compulsory military service. And if I can, I want to spend the rest of my life there. Everybody is afraid. Everybody hesitates. Everybody locks their minds and mouths. It is too difficult for a nation to have such a territory for a thousand years, but we achieved it, as we always have. If so many people were able to sacrifice themselves for this country, so can we. I am aware that maybe I am writing in vain, but this is all I can do for the time being. Whatever. I want to mention how my days are spent. Every day, I wake up, go to work, have classes, and come back home at 10 p.m. Friday is my day off. Very enjoyable, right?????? I have been reading a book about Abdulhamid II of the Ottoman Empire. I claim that if this man had never been born, we would not have had either Atatürk or Turkey. We owe this country, first to GOD, and second to the Ottoman dynasty (of course, not all of them). I miss having exams. I miss talking with my friends from university. I miss you guys: YASEMİN, EMRAH, MUSTAFA(S), AKİF, MEHMET, TANNUR, YAĞMUR and her group, AHMET(S), ŞEYMA, and ÖMER, despite everything that happened between us. Whatever.

Happy Birthday ŞEYMA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEYMA. I HOPE YOU WILL BE REACHED BY ALL KINDS OF HAPPINESS AND PEACEFUL AND SUCCESSFUL LIFE. I SUPPOSE YOU HAVE A NICE BIRTHDAY, UNFORTUNATELY EVEN TOUGH YOU ARE FAR AWAY FROM YOUR DEAR HUSBAND, BUT DO REMEMBER YOU HAVE GOT FRIENDS EVERYWHERE.

BEING REMEMBERED MUST BE A PERFECT SENSE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEYMA I EXTEND ALL MY GOOD WISHES TO YOU

P.S. LOOK AT THIS LITTLE CHILD AND PLS JUST SMILE FOR A LITTLE WHILE.