Family

I have just noticed!

It has been 6 years since I started to write this blog and I see that when I look back I was a kinda lazy in writing or I think I was not capable in other words reluctant to express what I really experince. I sometimes wrote about my own experinces ans sometimes about daily activities. There has been much change in my life when I summarise my last six year. After I got graduated from University, I found a job at American Culture Cekmekoy branch, I worked there about two years, then I joined army for siz months compulsory service. Having finished my service in Turkish army, I got married Yasemin in 2011 two years after we graduated, upon that I quitted my job at American Culture and found a better job for my nucleus family but because our salaries were not enough and got many debts, I had to work in the evenings and at the weekends that`s why I could not spend much time with her. In 2012 I hold my little world Almila on my arms in October then everything has started to change in my life spiritually but my responsibilities has doubled and now I have to work more.

I opened that to write a totally different subject but I am writing my life. The real subject was supposed to be my laziness.

Insallah, when I have my willingness back to write, I am gonna fill these pages about the stuff.

Let`s summarise the life instead writing it long sentences for the time being.

1. Almila is with us.
2. Nothing is more worhty than her smile.
3. I changed job, I no longer work for Doga, My new school is Derya Oncu but it remains to be seen what is gonna happen here.
4. Almila can walk even run I love her much more than everybody and everything.
5. I have serious problems with my family espacially with the person who the others address as my sister.
6. I cannot do anything for house, I wanna redecorate the house from head to foot.
7. I have very good friends at work, I thank my dear God for making me know them.
8. I still sometimes have quarrel with Yasemin, this must the salt of marriage.
9. My father still complains about my working at private sector as if I love it.
10. Almila can talk, she calls me "Muamme" I hope I will father instead of "r".

To be Continued.

The meanings of my life

Almila the firstborn

My dear daughter named Almila. Now she is one of the most important people in my life. Although she keeps me and her mother awake during the nights, we love her so much. Even a smile is enough to make everything unimportant. God has sent us so unbelieable creature that we neither ignore nor help ourselves love her. It is very indescribable sense. Being father is to make everything for your family. I now can understand that we are a real family.

Dolunay Yüzlüm

Dolunay yüzlüm

Hayal gözlüm

Tatlı dillim

Kaderim

Sevgilim

Kaçamağım

Nişanlım

Eşim

Sırdaşım

Dert ortağım

Billur sözlüm

Dünüm

Günüm

Yarınım

Düşüm

Yağmurum

Güneşim 

Bulutum

Rüzgarım

Aşkım

Vatanım

Limanım 

Sığınağım

Ahu gözlüm

Sırma saçlım

Sevenim 

Sevilenim

Doğum

Batım

Ufkum

Kutbum

Yarim 

Helalim

Karım

Ocakta pişen aşım

Bacada tüten dumanım

Derdim

Kederim

Öfkem

Huzurum

Yurdum

Sevincim

Üzüntüm

Canım 

Cananım

Siyahım

Beyazım

Işığım

Cezam

Ödülüm

Durağım

Fırtınam

Başım

Taşım

Mezarım

Arım

Balım

çiçekim

Kanım

Suyum

Denizim

Sesim

Soluğum

Nefesim

Nefsim

Ciğerim

Dalım 

Gülüm

Hayatım

Herşeyim

Almila'm 

Yasemin'im

Dolunay yüzlüm

I am waiting

Bekliyorum,
Bilmeden neden
Bitsin artık özlemin,
Eritsin karlarını kışın,
Artık üşümek istemiyorum,
Gelsin artık vuslatın.

My family is far from me

I have to look my beloveds on the camera. May God do the best about us and help us. The people who try to make us unhappy, I hope, take the ...

My Big Family

I just want to show the picture how big family i have but the question is whether we are really a big family or we are seen a big family.

Sen Yoksun

Daha küçücüktü ve minnacık
Elleri bogum bogum, yanakları sıcacık
Hayatıma girdi o ufacık gözleri ve
tatlı bakışlarıyla
Çıkamadım evden öpmeden onu
Bırakamadım o mis kokuyu
Daha 14 günlüktü kucağıma alıp kaybettiğimde
Daha küçücüktü peşinden bakakaldığımda
Daha minnacıktı tatlı tatlı uyurken
ve ellerimin arasından kayıp giderken.

My Brand New Life with Almila

Life is very surprising that you cannot guess what you are expected to encounter. The times I remember in my life are the times that have some spots on it. I spent such a very enjoyable childhood that everybody says I was so spoiled. Then I started school and after high school marathon university years knocked my door. I half heartedly went to Erzurum and registered to Ataturk University English Language and Literature Department. Before I went there, i was so hopeless as it was in Erzurum and it was so far to my city where I live, where I have everything; my family, friends, life. I did not know I were going to meet my future life there. I found Yasemin in Erzurum and now I am married her with a child named Almila. She is vey cute, very helpless. She needs us. So many people think a baby is nothing without the parents but I think parents are nothing without the baby. A baby is eveything of a family. She has became the center of our family, I have not thought that I would miss her but I do. I love her, I miss her, I need her. I thank my dear wife Yasemin for granting me such a worthless present which you cannot change for anything.

My Daughter named ALMİLA was Born

MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND SAVE YOU ALL THE TIME
WE LOVE MY DEAR MY BELOVED DAUGHTER