Wednesday, September 29, 2010
I have failed one more time
I applied for being lecturer to giresun university to be appointed to sebinkarahisar as English teacher. But this is not first and i think it will not be last. i am going to apply again and again. i think giresun is the 45.. university i applied. hhahhhaha almost half of the universities have my picture and information. I know my score which is 82 is not enough and i try to increase it, i cannot as i am illiterate about maths. Although the score is important, someone who has someone does not need any score like the person at my workplace. anyway this is the truth I HAVE FAILED ONE MORE TIME.
Mevlana
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Do Not be sad, do not worry my dear.
Happy to you if you can see, touch, breath, walk.
Do not tell me what you cannot do ,
Tell me about what you can do my dear.
Do not be sad.
Will the nights be without anyone?
People who are gone won`t come ?
Whatever you lost may come out back in a rainy night or in a spring morning.
Remember that beauty does also exist at this life.
Can you imagine a life having not Ups and Downs.
Sorrow makes you mature.
Losing teaches the patient
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Üzülme, dert etme can.
Görebiliyorsan, dokunabiliyorsan, nefes alabiliyorsan, yürüyebiliyorsan ne mutlu sana.
Elinde olmayanları söyleme bana.
Elinde olanlardan bahset can.
Üzülme.
Geceler hep kimsesiz mi geçecek?
Gidenler dönmeyecek mi?
Yitirdiğin her ne ise; bir bakarsın yağmurlu bir gecede veya bir bahar sabahında karşına çıkmış.
Bil ki, güzellikler de var bu hayatta.
Gel Git’lerin olmadığı bir hayat düşünebilir misin?
Hüzün olgunlaştırır,
Kaybetmek sabrı öğretir.
My mother is back
Two weeks ago my grandmother had a stroke unfortunately and my mother went to Giresun to take care of her because as it was on the phone to us, she cannot move on her own that`s why she needs someone. My grandmother was in Trabzon, at Farabi hospital. However, I am so thankful to you MY GOD that my grandmother has just arrived home back to Giresun. She is much better than she was but we keep our eyes on her just in case. Anyway I am in Istanbul with my father and elder brother, three men in a house, I think you can imagine the situation and what is going on at home, how clean it is. Yes, it is a little bit mess. Actually i have never wanted to be like that as i am now, as a matter of fact i hate that kind of people nonetheless it is another truth that i hate washing cleaning tidying at my university years so i do not wanna deal with these things, To tell the truth if i live on my own i am so clean and tidied man but i do do do not want to clean anybody`s shit so i am like that. Because of the reasons as i mentioned above, we need mama, we miss you so much.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
application
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